Hi, I can understand your anxiety, I have very little support, but I had just enough to get through my planned c-section. I had help early on with home start, it was a few hours a week, but it was a big help. The other thing might be getting a doula. They have a charity fund you can apply for, just ask your midwife to fill it out and do the referral. I was turned down, but I think it was the end of the financial year so that might have been why.
