[giraffe79]

I am on anti depressants, but my gp won’t change them, I be trying to get an appointment for 2 days now everytime I eventually get through all appointments have gone. I even had an emergency doctor out at 4am he said there is nothing he can do I need to speak to my gp. I seriously give in, I had enough of chasing for support. If they are not bothered why should I be. I can’t be doing this no more I’m done with it all

[giraffe79]

I been in touch with young minds and spoke to them a few times, they suggested gp, social referrals etc which I done. So that was the end of the line that way,

I looked at all avenues to help him and the family but there nothing else I can do.

People keep telling me to hang on as things will get better but it won’t. The kids will be better without me ruining their lives it’s simple as that

[giraffe79]

I just don’t know what to do anymore, I never felt this alone my mental health took a big dip, I just constantly feel like I let the kids down that I’m a bad parent because it’s my fault the way they behave.

My main problem is the amount of guilt I’m feeling, from the past and now I can’t get over what happened and I feel its affecting the kids and its not fair on them

[giraffe79]

Their dad has them for 2 hours on a Wed and an odd sat night, he doesn’t want them anymore than that. I do worry when they are there as their dad has hit my eldest son before where I stopped contact for a while. I know he loses his temper quite quick which worries me

[giraffe79]

My kids are 9, 12 and 17 but the older two hate each other, they can’t be in the same room which is a nightmare I don’t know to do with them.

[giraffe79]

Yep with outpatients if I need to talk I phone and ask for someone on duty they then phone you back but the last 3 weeks they haven’t spoke to me. I don’t know what’s going on. 

my mum can’t have the kids at night she has no room and she can only have 1 in the day because of their behaviour when they are together

 

[giraffe79]

It could be that way but as I said it all links to each other. I used to phone helpline and cmh but they now change the minds even though I’m a out patient I don’t see the point of being a out patient if I can’t phone for support.
My mum is old school she thinks you can just get on with it I suppose least she truthfully to me and said she doesn’t understand it so she be no good to talk to. The kids dad isn’t in their lives I’m literally on my own with everything. I just can’t do it.

[giraffe79]

I’m under community mental health but different people are telling me to talk to different people and I cant get any support.

My mum is the only one near me and she told me already she doesn’t want to hear about my mental health etc because she doesn’t believe in it

[giraffe79]

I got noone to come with me and im not allowed anyone in the room with me with it being video statement. I just know I won’t cope reliving it

I just had an argument with crisis team as noone wants to help with how im feeling they would rather leave me to struggle I so fed up

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