I don’t know how to reply directly to you. I feel the same, days out seem pointless now without it being family. Even though he could make those days out very stressful. I know my partner will meet someone really quickly. I started the process but he seems to be a lot better than me and I thought he would fight more for me. It sounds ridiculous. I hope you are ok, how long has it been? We haven’t actually got on that well for a long time. Still attracted to him, when we were good we were but our communication had died completely. I felt very lost. But then why can’t I think it’s for the best. I feel mental to be honest
