Hi,
I’m going through something very similar to you! I also have irregular periods and just found out I am 3.5 months pregnant- I had no symptoms until I fainted one day at work.
been with OH for 5 years and live together, he’s left and had no contact.
last few weeks have been really hard, but something I find helps is reminding yourself why you want this baby. As you’ve said you have had problems with pregnancy before, try and see this as the blessing in your tummy and focus on what you need to get in place for you and little one. Everyone keeps telling me that no romantic relationship will compare to the love you have and receive with your child,
I hooe you can find comfort in others experiencing something similar. I’ve found meditating has really helped with anxieties around the break up element maybe give it a try.
I wish you all the best, and remember whatever is for you comes to you, stay strong you’ve got this! You were chosen by your baby for a reason xx