I think it’s normal to be a single parent and kind of want that family life still, it can get lonely even if it has been a bit longer. After all most of us going into having children with someone and wanting a family life. I read a few of your posts to get an outline of your situation & it sounds like your ex can be quite manipulative. You mentioned court & just beware the mind games can get worse the closer you get to a final hearing, you just have to stay focused! X
