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    Hollyb1988
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    Nope he’s an nhs doctor but he likes to call regularly to see if I’m okay as I have suicidal thoughts fairly often 🙁 I’d never act on them but you can’t help the way your brain works unfortunately. Thank you for your kind words x

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    Hollyb1988
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    I have got a referral for my son to the lighthouse centre in Essex for some tests etc just waiting for it to come through xx

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    Hollyb1988
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    Thank you for your replies guys, I try my best I really do it just seems nothing I ever do is good enough, it’s more like an abusive relationship than a mother & son relationship. I find myself waking up at least an hour before I wake my son up to drink copious amounts of coffee to prepare myself for what mood he will wake up in. I flinch when he comes near  me because I assume he’s going hurt me or scream at me!! His father hasn’t been in his life for about 9 years so I’m literally doing this all on my own. My gp calls me every now and then to check on me as I take a fairly high dose of sertraline daily and he’s aware of how I’m feeling. I do often wonder why I’m still bothering I’m so tired 😢 xx

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