Hey! I’m in Solihull too, 19 years younger! went through pregnancy and everything alone, my son is nearly 4 months old.. it can be hard and i get lonely (friends became absent in my pregnancy too) but i wouldn’t change anything- my son is the light of my life, my little miracle. Just wanted to let you know that you’re not alone, your situation is different to mine but i understand that it can be lonely and sometimes you feel like you don’t know who you are anymore, but keep positive, keep the hope.. it does get easier/better. Life works in wonderful ways, people will be sent your way that you can connect with when the time is right 🙂