You’ll definitely have up an down days. Try not to be alone with your thoughts on the down days, even if it’s just connecting to others on this forum, or phoning a friend. On the good days make them count….do something for you no matter how small, but give yourself that time.
You certainly will get there, I know you’ve been finding this hard… this is just a milestone in the journey and each one can make everything that seems a blur suddenly feel very real. It does take time to settle in but you will get to a good place. Hang in there. đ