Hi
I’m feeling under a lot of pressure on many sides. My kids are older teens and it’s difficult to feel any togetherness. I do not know how to create a feeling of Home while I’m busy trying to get enough work to keep us going, and trying to deal with my own feelings. (I had to end a close friendship that became emotionally abusive)
My kids don’t want to see my ex so I don’t get a break other than being at work. My financial support is reduced at the moment too. (More pressure) I do have a few good friends but they all have their own lives..
I’m hosting my family Christmas and while I can manage the practical stuff I feel like a wet blanket and wish I could just go away for a week by myself!
I really don’t know what to tackle first. Guess I’ve just got to do my best to get through Christmas. Hoping to find that people understand me here!