Not really for me to ask but why doesnt your eldest want to know you? Is it just an age thing? I get it from my daughter too. Shes 13. We usually find a way through but only after maybe a day. Its easy to feel lost in this crazy place we call our world. Do you have any kind of support network close to you? Others can help so much. Please take care x
Hope your ok. If shes living with her dad next week is a that a nice break for you or do you not want her there? Im sure youve been through a lot what with divorce and bankruptcy etc. It follows that shes been through a lot too as shes been with you on the journey. While shes with her dad is there no way you could use it as a break and maybe even get away for a couple of days? Change of scenery can work wonders ! Sorry if i cant help very much but i know little of the story and am new to this single parent stuff. Hopefully you have a better day. x
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