I’m sorry to hear about your situation, I’m kinda in a similar situation where I get one weekend off a month an work nights during the week. It kinda catches up with you an I couldn’t imagine what your currently going through. If there’s anything I can do or need to talk or just vent, please don’t hesitate to get in touch. This goes for anyone. I’ve not been on this site long but I have noticed I’ve not made enough effort to write on here etc, but Im trying to make more of an effort. I’ve noticed alot of feelings people are going through as similar to mine an it’s not nice. Anyway I hope your ok