Do you have any one to support you, a best friend & sister? You need to take a deep breath and try to think calmly.
The father isn’t interested so you need to consider whether you want to raise two children as a lone mum, one with autism.
Can you provide for two children? Do you have a support network that allows you to survive? Are you coping with your daughter?
call Bpas and book an initial appt. then you’ll know how far along you are and how soon you need to make a decision.
How would a new baby impact your daughter’s care? Or your ability to work. Putting yourself under impossible pressure won’t help any of you, so you really must think of your own health as well. Take it slowly & try to consider every angle.