Hi all,
I feel like I’ve been dropped in the middle of the ocean – no idea which way to turn or to make it through. Exhausted from trying to stay afloat. I feel like I’ve been treading water for weeks now.
The separation – I knew we weren’t right for each other probably – but when she confirmed it all – god it hit. Living alone for the first time ever and really struggling. I feel so alone, I feel guilt and regret at not making more effort. I had everything but now it’s gone.
She is definitely much further along this process then me – and I don’t feel anger to her for that, but it really hurts. I’ve never been an emotional guy but can’t make it two days without breaking down. I don’t have many friends anymore and no idea how to make it through. People say time heals – but if anything it seems to be getting worse.
I just need to know I’m not the only one I guess. And try and find some Hope here.
