Well where do I start!! I was married for 10years when I split from my 12 year relationship I had 4 children from that. It was a domestic abuse relationship. I was on my own for 18months found what I believed to be a wonderful man 2 years into the relationship and a baby and he became violent. What’s wrong with me! Why do I attract abusive men! I’m struggling so much at the moment my 4 children aren’t allowed to see their dad and he took them on as his to then be abusive to us all almost 2 years to the anniversary. Hes now not allowed to see his 20month old, hes been violent for a year now. We split a few weeks ago and it’s being taken futher so now I’m a single mum of 5 with no family support no help and am a full time student on top of it. I have no one to talk too and my family don’t bother!