My story is rather silly. 3years ago I found out my partner of 15 years was cheating on me with a colleague from his work.When I first found out we split and I moved with our daughter back home to my country with his consent. In that year he grovelled, cried, came out to see us to declare how much he screwed up and wants his family back so I believed him packed my life closed my business and moved back to the Uk in August 7months later he has left us on the verge of homelessness and financial unstable. I just so disappointed in myself for believing his lies and wanting a family unit. Because of all of this I keep having panic attacks and they tend to happen when I stop if I keep busy I am ok.