You sound like me.! There’s no way i wld have chosen this,in fact didnt,but we are where we are and I feel it’s either sink or swim🤔 on the days when you just wna go back to bed and never come out it helps to keep your eyes open and count every little victory! Kid to school on time? Victory. Remembered to put the bin out?Thumbs up.House tidy or errands done? Every little thing counts.Don’t measure yourself up to any1 else.We all struggle differently and if you can keep ur chin up, your successfull already.It’s a difficult world & if you can find the strength to say something nice to yourself it helps.