Hey Maria,
Sounds like you’re going through a rough time. I’m always available for a chat. I left my husband in 2011 after years of unhappiness and moved out with my boys (Then aged 3 and 4) it was hard but I discovered who my real friends were and found strength I never knew I had!
You’ll get there. It seems like a lifetime ago when I look back. I’ve achieved so much without him- bought a house and got my teaching career back on track.
It may seem like there’s no light at the end of the tunnel now but I promise you’ll look back in a few years and be amazed at how far you’ve come x