Hi all,
I just need some support or advice on how to make your lofe better…
Long – short story….
2 years ago I met my (ex) partner… we had a beautiful time together and after 6 months we started to live together…
He always use to tell me how he is happy with me.. and he would be very happy to be a real family..
so.. after another 6 months I got pregnant..
and when I was on my 7months of pregnancy he went to see his family in Africa.. and guess what.. after we met only once..
not going into the details…
we kind of still together but.. not together.. he lives in France with his family and I live in London.
The reason why we live separate.. I don’t know…
every time keep asking “when..? When are you coming back..?”I hear stupid immature answers “ I don’t know..”
well… now my son is 14 months old.. and I have to deal with life problems on my own.. he doesn’t support me at all….
he says he loves me.. but……
im alone and feel very down.
so end of July I returned to my work.
thanks God my mum agreed to look after my son while I’m work.
but my live is shit..
we live in a double room.. in a share house..
I have debs to pay…
I have to pay everything..
I want to have a flat.. but I can’t afford it…
every day I cry….
every day I try to survive…
and always think that some people more lucky than me…
I wish I could have my own place.. not for me.. but for my son.. he needs space.. and I feel so useless…
how I can help to myself……
thank you…