So it’s always been a challenging relationship in so much as my husband is forces.
when I fell I really fell for him and we were married after 3 years despite him never really proposing.
my little girl came the following year who was prem and hard work. I’ve struggled with PND and never really had the support emotionally. In bits I did and he would say one thing but act another particularly when away. He lives away Monday to Friday.
last year he said he didn’t love me but agreed to try and make it work. He goes from hot and cold continually.
ive know I can’t live like this it’s destroyed my self esteem and who I am – I’m consumed by it.
so I’ve decided I’ll be asking him to leave but the thought of it fills me with dread I’m literally heartbroken.
Thank you so much for taking the time to post.
I am new to all of this – including online forums but actually it’s really helped! I’m used to being the helper and picking people up in my profession it’s slightly alien thinking about me xx
Privacy & Cookies Policy
Necessary cookies are absolutely essential for the website to function properly. This category only includes cookies that ensures basic functionalities and security features of the website. These cookies do not store any personal information.
Any cookies that may not be particularly necessary for the website to function and is used specifically to collect user personal data via analytics, ads, other embedded contents are termed as non-necessary cookies. It is mandatory to procure user consent prior to running these cookies on your website.