I wish I wldnt have been so businesslike the first few weeks.It’s been many Years now but when I look back I feel sorry for myself & the way I was so harsh on myself.On the other hand it was the only way I knew to keep myself going(& going,& going,and going….) as I felt completely crushed and broken & it was so difficult as my 4 kids were very young.It’s a hard world sometimes & other ppl won’t understand .Treat yourself,doesn’t have to be anything too big,but you are so important right now bc the kids will be depending on You and it Really will make you feel better.You are so worth it! Sending you ❤,from someone who’s been there.