I feel really isolated tbh, like there’s literally no one who would ever understand what I’ve been through and now I’ve gotta raise my children up all by myself, support them emotionally and financially, it all seems so daunting, just don’t ever wanna fail them in any way. And it feels like I’ve lost my chance at true love and having a complete happy family, like the luxury of happiness is not meant for me.
Don’t be isolated Jana1995, reach out to everyone you know for practical help and emotional support. The more people you speak to, the more you’ll realise you’re not alone – many, many families are in the same boat. Generally the perfect marriage and the perfect family doesn’t exist, and we all put far too much pressure on ourselves to try and achieve this dream. Accept your life is what it is and make the most of it. Sorry if that comes across abrupt, I mean it in the nicest way possible! Alot can change in a short amount of time, your love life is not over. 🙂