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    lmk7777
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    my mum died when i was 21, my dad has been bitter angry and an alcoholic ever since and these days he doesn’t even want to be alive ! me and my siblings never talk to each other my younger sister is a mess and drinks to much and is so selfish my brother is driving my dad to his early grave by getting him into serious debt! whilst my brother drives around in a car he cant afford and spends money he doesn’t have , i  speak to my older sister but we dont always get on and she is always busy with her boyfriend and life . i have a few friends but not really close friends ive lost a lot of friends due to protecting my energy … i feel so alone i have 2 kids but they are driving me insane i dont ever get a break from my boy as he doesn’t see his dad {narcissist}  my daughter is nearly 11 and testing my limits hard , i m just not coping and fed up of feeling so low and fed up … i tried to call sam but no answer lol so thought id share on here, i want to scream im full of anger and frustration . any kind words or help id really appreciate it because im at my witts end

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    blondie16
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    Hey,

    I think every single parent has days where they feel like they can’t go on any longer, it is so hard raising child completely alone, I’m sorry about your family but if you don’t want to talk to them then don’t, don’t stress yourself out with situations you have no control of! Have you got friends? maybe mums you see on the school run? there’s an app called peanut which is like tinder for mums or even tinder itself just get yourself someone to talk to and distract your brain from feeling lonely. I have absolutely been there and still am I spent most of today crying over things I can’t change but at the end of the day we are all our children have and if you aren’t strong for yourself, who will ever be strong for them? You got this, I promise.

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    lmk7777
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    i speak a lil to the mums at school but i dont really like sharing all my doom and gloom , to be honest most of the time im on auto pilot and i just keep going but recently ive cracked and im struggling to get back up. sound awful but i just dont like my kids at the moment i love them of course but at this time i just want to be away from them and i truly believe its cause i dont get enough time to myself even just to think … noone offers to have my kids my daughter goes to her dads on a friday night but then im  stuck with my son still i dont want to feel like this about my kids i want us to get on and be happy and for our home to be full off happiness and love but its far from it At the moment and it doesnt help when i get down like this i mean real down like not leave my bed down

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