Feel down cried all morning

[Gingey28Participant]

Hi guys

Finding it tough atm. Feel so alone and like everything is too hard. My son keeps screaming when i leave the room. Feel like screaming myself its wearing me out and i feel rubbish.

Off work, dont know when I’ll eb back. Doctors cant even give me an appt yesterday, so much got following up on someones mental health problems shocking service. Weekends are long. My birthday tomorrows and no one does anything for me to mark it. Thats crap hope day goes quick cba hate it

Feel sorry for my son having a depressed Mum. Feel like that’s no use to him and he will pick up on it. My head going to explode and my Mum seems to take it wrong way when i say i dont feel good. Cant be bothered doing anything, chippy for tea so i dont have to cook

[SoccerDadParticipant]

Hi G

We’re all here for you – I know it’s tough right now, but it will get better. We’ll definitely mark your birthday on here – you’re 21 right? 😊

There might be some self referral support on the NHS that might help you; when it all kicked off a couple of months ago for me, I referred to something called Time to Talk, which has helped massively – it’s like phone counselling, and it’s put me in a better place. Still a bit tough some days, but mostly brighter.

You are your Son’s constant – he loves you, and if he’s like 99% of other sons, if you’re getting chips for tea, he’ll love you even more.

I’m also going to be the first person to say Happy Birthday for tomorrow – we’ll all be on here for you at some points during the day i’m sure. And remember – we’re like family to each other on here, so you can always reach out when things are piling up.

SD

 

[Gingey28Participant]

That is so nice thank u SoccerDad. Moved me to tears that people are so nice. Yes having a bad time atm but its really nice people on here take the time to talk and care

Will  check that out thank you. Had counselling and antidepressants in past havent made a difference. Feel bit stressed and main reason off work feel like not right place for me hightens my anxiety atm

Hope you had a good day. I stayed in and made some tea here actually it did involve chips tho hehe

Just finished dishes time to relax with little one before bedtime. He is giving me kisses on the leg now and its really cute

Ah thank you for the birthday wish. Yeah deffo 21 😂

[SherimaParticipant]

Hello sorry to hear that you are feeling down and that everything is getting to you

What I would do if I were you is to get down to.the shops in the morning and make a picnic and spend it with your boy or even  did bake a cake  last year and we went down to the sea side a with our picnic and had fish and chips . The  weather is a bit hit and miss this weekend so you could enjoy eating it off a blanket on the living room floor.  I hope you have a lovely time tomorrow.

I always got a hand made card from the nursery which cheered me seeing my daughters hand print.

Take care and hope you enjoy the rest of the weekend with your boy, .this week I got a coconut oil sample and we have been using it as a moisturizer. All can I can  smell is bounty so we went down to Holland and Barrett and got some large pots half price. I can’t wait to open it tonight!

[Gingey28Participant]

Hi Sherima

Thank you thats nice of you to say. I will do something just not sure yet. Yeah even a picnic in the house is cool haha. A day out would be nice weather permitting

Really nice people on here. Havent been feeling great and rather than criticise me people are so lovely. Glad this site is here for us. I like catching up and seeing how everyone is doing

This evening had been relaxing on sofa with little one and having a laugh. He was giving me kisses on my leg and it was really cute those are great moments

Hope you are well and are having a good weekend

[SherimaParticipant]

It’s not easy when you do it all on your own . Both my parents have passed now. I have a nanny who I use but she’s away for 8 weeks. My girl is autistic so  she needs 1 to 1 all the time . My daughter won’t eat freezer food , nuggets fish fingers or chips so there’s no escape from the cooker. I put a chicken casserole on this morning so it was easy when we got home .

 

[welshdadParticipant]

Happy birthday for tomorrow Gingey 🙂

[Gingey28Participant]

Sherima your doing a fab job. Casserole sounds ace. I make lasagne but always too much and its never same day later but i try. My son has all different meals throughout the week and absolutely loves his food he doesnt fuss. Obv certain things he doesnt like

Earlier i offered him quavers.  He screamed so skips it was he can tell the difference haha

Hows your saturday evening?

[Gingey28Participant]

Thanks Welshdad x hope you are well

[SoccerDadParticipant]

He’s got taste G, skips over quavers every time!

[Gingey28Participant]

Haha he sure has. I ate the Quavers

[SoccerDadParticipant]

I’ve always been a salt and vinegar guy, or ready salted – I used to eat pickled onion monster munch but the kids complained about the smell too much 😂

[SherimaParticipant]

I’ve just washed the floor & my daughter is in bed on her tablet . I’m waiting for floor to dry .

When she drops off to sleep I’m going to have a nice hot shower and use my coconut oil  . We wereaway last week so I’m catching up on house work and washing ! Plus everything seems to be  sticky from jam tarts and fruit squash.

I normally have a magnum ice cream in the evening  when I’m watching a bit of tv but. I have eaten a very large bar of chocolate so I have to give the ice cream a miss tonight.

[Gingey28Participant]

My son is crying he been in bed since 8.30 and not going to sleep. Tried to sit with him but he messing round so put him back in his cot and he’s protesting but i have gave him some calpol incase he was feeling a little under weather.

I was only saying today how much he is a good sleeper. Tough day depends how long he awake for its becoming a tough evening and im in no mood for my birthday tomorrow. Just forget it cba

[KathymumofoneParticipant]

Happy birthday for tomorrow Gingey.  I hope it’s a good day after all. 💐

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