Hi my partner of 24 yrs is leaving me this has been going on since last may she said it’s because she doesn’t like where we live I bought this house for her and my 2 children we since had a 3rd she asked me to sell it and move with them but I couldn’t throw it away as I’m the only one working and couldn’t see how that would work as have a mortgage half the price of renting the 2 MLS away from where we live she now say’s she doesn’t believe I love her
She stays at her parents on weekends and when the kids aren’t at school which kills me my relationship with my 12 yr old son is destroyed I just keep shouting I also have 2 younger daughters
I just keep feeling I haven’t done enough
I feel the only way to stop my pain of self hate and loathing is to end my life
But I don’t want to do this to my children my mom or her
Just don’t know what to do she seems cool with all this laughing and joking with the kids
But all they see from me is tears and misery I stupidly keep talking to my daughter about my feelings as my mom and Freinds just sides with me and im getting no where
thats exactly the same as me I keep talking to my daughter as my son won’t talk at all. its horrible isn’t it? I don’t know what to do either except end it all but I can’t as my son has GCSEs this year I’m so trapped by the summer when they’re over my relationship with both of them will be in shreds.i know what you mean about her laughing and joking my husbands the same and he even keeo=ps asking me whats wrong why can’t I accept it and move on. but he’s got her and has all the emotional support to make them believe they’re doing the right thing. just don’t know what to do
Though I haven’t done anything wrong except maybe working weekends but as the only one working and not earning much I needed to just to keep our heads above water although I’ve still racked up a fair amount of debt
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