I am in the same situation , my ex husband is an addict and inflicted alot of domestic abuse on me
its so hard – my daughter is 2 soon so doesnt understand yet but have a court order called prohibted steps order to keep them away
but still going theough the court rubbish… and he will probably get to see her
which i think isnt fair
as mothers we want the best for our children and if we dont feel they are safe somewhere you would think we have the right to choose that?
Anyways feel free to message me
its helpful to speak to people who are in a similar situation as you
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