Hi everyone
Im newly pregnant. I lived with my boyfriend of 9 months due to COVID-19 but he has broke up with me because he doesnt want a baby. I am 26, work 3 days a week, band 7 for nhs. I have moved back in with parents. He is 57, has 4 grown up children, and is very wealthy. He is about 1foot shorter than me. It bothers him the most.
I was originally excited to be pregnant, until I realised I’ll be doing this alone. I was following my baby on an app and taking vitamins. But, as I cant afford a house and will be a single parent I am scared. I have had to think about a termination long and hard. My brain is like a pendulum.
He will get a new girlfriend and Ill be pregnant and struggling. He only lives down the street.
I would love a baby girl. I would also like to meet a nice man and do everything in the ‘proper order’. Its a moral maze.
Can anyone help me with your thoughts?