So glad you’re feeling better and that you’ve reached out and asked for help. Like you I feel overwhelmed at times and like you say it’s made worse by lockdown. It can’t be easy with 2 little ones but please try and look after yourself. I think as mums we tend to be hard on ourselves so I would urge you to be kind to yourself instead and maybe just try and improve on one thing that’s having a negative impact on your life right now. Like Chickpea said, baby steps.