My ex hasn’t even called or wish to see his son. It makes me sad but what really helped me is that I never wondered why. Men or women that do this to their kids are not humans but as I call them rotten rats. There is no excuse for not to looking after your children and abandon them. I think the same for my son and his future. How would he feel without a dad. I try and be both for him and my family and friends are supporting me a lot. I just put a claim on CMS and I am sure this is going to be a new sad chapter for me. I am trying to enjoy my time with my son and my other 2 girls and plan for the future. It’s their loss not to get involve with their kids.