Reply To: Regret
8 months is such a short time, rebuilding a life in that time would be nearly impossible for most folk so I think you just need to be patient even though that may seem impossible at the moment.
Another thing to bare in mind is that the human brain is geared to forget the things that are bad, or rather the feeling of things. I can look back to some awful experiences, I remember clearly how low I was but the feelings I felt at the time are no longer there. It’s why so many of us try to go back only to find all of the negative feelings come flooding back and we then remember why we left in the first place.
Your in the middle of transitioning into a new life and that can be hard but it will get better little by little.