In my experience, friends genuinely have the best intentions but they don’t understand because they’ve never been through it themselves. They don’t and won’t understand any of this until they have lived it. I felt the same way you did and have distanced myself from my friends, but I’m not sure it’s helped. I feel more lonely than I did before. I don’t really know what the answer is, but I am sure you’ll regret pushing them away (I know I do). X