Anyone who chooses to only see their child once every couple of months is a selfish lazy arse. You leaving didn’t make him so.
i’ve taken close to a 40% pay cut in order to keep working while being able to do school run. I can’t do an international job anymore. Like most single parents, I am sometimes lonely although I try not to. My social life is pretty sparse. The same as you.
All are a function of an ex who won’t do his fair share. None is a reason to feel guilty x