My husband has recently left and I’m 6 months pregnant with our 1st child. I have 3 other children from my previous marriage. My ex husband tends to pick and choose when he sees them and they are with me this weekend, so the days arent too bad this weekend as I have them here. But now they’re in bed I’m sat here on my own and its depressing to be here alone. I dont know if I’ll ever get used to it.