Thank you both for your replies. Its certainly given me food for thought. I’ve decided not to make any decisions just yet, my emotions are still all over the place and I need to let myself settle and calm down. I dont know how I’ll feel in a few months, or what’s going to happen. It’s such a bonkers situation to be honest, I really don’t know what more twists and turns to expect! I’ve told him I dont want any contact with him until January, which he’s not particularly happy about, but I have to look after myself and get through this pregnancy without any more stress!