Thanks Sarah. I’m just questioning everything and trying to make sense of it all. I know theres no point really as it wont change anything, I have to deal with the situation as it is. I’ve actually had a really positive conversation with my husband this evening about how we move forward. He really isn’t a bad person, we’ve both made mistakes and sadly now are learning this the hardest way possible! I don’t know what will happen in the future but at the moment we are amicable and want to try and keep it that way, for all kids involved as well as us. I just hope it stays that way.